It has been a while since my last post, the day before Christmas to be exact. It has been hard for me to express myself lately and I have been working on the gallery. This effort is a construction of my past in pictures and text. Lately my emotions have been boiling over. This has been disconcerting for someone whom has always had a reason for every action. Or should I say rationalization. I always obeyed the wishes of those I associated with and worked hard to comply. That is until I couldn’t any more then some crisis would transpire to free me. Last night I called someone in the middle of the night. My emotions were so strong I needed to reach out. This is new territory for me, it was not a reaction to being cornered it was a need that I had which I imposed upon a friend. Maybe an ex friend but it gave me relief.